New Year's Eve and it's hard to believe
another zodiac has gone around.

While you drank yourself high on hoping
and watched the ceiling spin from the ground.

Counting down from ten it's time
to make your annual prayer.

Secret santa in the sky
when will I get my share?

Then you tell yourself
what you want to hear.

Cause you have to believe.

This will be my year.

This will be my year...Semisonic


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Wednesday, February 18, 2004

I haven't been sleeping the past couple of evenings. Or rather I have but to no posititive effect. I've been having vivid dreams which mostly involve nonsensical situations filled with characters from my past that left an impression on me or in me in some way, shape or form.

I haven't had much luck constructing sentences during the day.

What happens is I don't sleep. I go to work and slave away to no end and then I get on the bus and practically fall asleep. I get in my car and I turn on the radio and though I am tired I usually get amped up by whatever suits my fancy. Today I was singing to myself, Empty Garden (Hey Hey Johnny) which one might argue is one of the most depressing songs in the world.

By the time I get home I'm enjoying myself too much to get out of the car but when I do being around Gilly makes it hard to want to go to bed.

A song list is worth a thousand words I guess...meaning that the songs that I purchased this evening (they were sitting in my shopping cart since Saturday)...pretty much say it all. But you know what? I can't wipe the smile off my face now. If music isn't proof enough that God loves us then I don't know what is.

Mona Lisa and Mad Hatters - E. John
Mad Man Across the Water - E. John
Empty Garden (Hey Hey Johnny) - E. John
No Myth - M. Penn
Valotte - Julian Lennon
Too Late for Goodbyes - Julian Lennon
I'm With Stupid - Aimee Mann (complete album)
King - Belly (complete album)
Sweet Jane - Cowboy Junkies
You're Breakin My Heart - Harry Nilsson
Live Forever - Oasis
I'd Rather Be Dead - Harry Nilsson
Everybody's Talkin - Harry Nilsson
posted by JustKeepMum on 9:26 PM